Never in my life I have found a song that perfectly fits whatever shit I am feeling at the moment. Well, let’s say I got a couple of favorites back then but I stumbled upon Turn it off by Paramore on my Itunes this lazy afternoon.
I just had some sort of emotional thingy going on inside me right now. I’m basically crying knowing that every words strikes me. Like, this is my theme song. My life is written in this very song
I feel safe when I’m alone. I feel safe when I don’t speak. I feel safe when I see light. But despite those facts, I still find myself crumbled in some situations where somehow, I cannot solve. There are tragedies going on and people around me hopes that I’d fail. What’s hard is some people really want me to fail. Am I better off when I hit the bottom?