You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains.

You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains.
You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines.
You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows.
This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too.

You know what I realized today? That it is noble to fight for what you want for yourself. Loving, for example, most people would think that if you love someone you must set them free. Well, I realized that if you unconditionally love somebody, fight for it. Because there are no fairy tale stories nowadays. You have to create your own literature and translate the “once upon a time” to a happily ever after.

Most movies I’ve watched have the same old stories: Letting Go. But you know what? In this world, you have to fight for what you believe in and not to give every chances to others because in this generation we live in, everybody is not given a great chance to fall in love. Express yourself instead of sulking and not showing the person you love what you really feel.

And in the end, it is up to you to live with what you got. Might at least have a good one.

Ode to my Lazy Bones

Procrastination. 

You could say I’ve mastered that

All day gluing my eyes on the net

No homeworks, nothing except rest.

WordPress, Tumblr and Facebook

Sometimes, even Wikipedia just to look-

for some random facts that interests me

Oh, silly. What a lazy me.

Migraine and Allergy

It’s not a surprise that I get migraine few times a week and I suffer from it a lot. What is new to me today is my allergy. Oh, I wish this will be gone in a day or two. I hope the redness of my face will soon fade away. I don’t want it to affect my Thursday class since we got midterms on Philippine History, meeting for Product Planning and Development and we have something to discuss for E-Global.

I think I’m gonna be sick.

It’s good that Kinder asked how am I feeling and tried to console me. Was that sweet?

I should have sticked to my bathsoap instead of using a facial wash. I was tempted to use this particular product and guess what? It gave my face so much rushes and it itches a lot.

Please be gone!

If things are not bound to happen, then it won’t happen.

It isn’t easy forgetting whatever made me happy for the past months. Since I decided to fully ignore everything, I’ll be reoccupying this blog with inspiring and interesting things I have in my mind instead of blabbing on too much teenage drama I’ve been dealing.

Sure, it won’t be easy to think that I see this person almost everyday but then again, if things are not bound to happen then no matter how hard I pray each night or no matter how poetic my poems are, then it won’t ever happen. I think this will be a good lesson for me.

What lesson? No to expectations. I should not assume things because most of the time that I do, I get hurt by expectations. I learned that my friends are my greatest chums because they helped me with my problems and thanking them is underrated.

I wouldn’t be happy for the past months if it isn’t because of somebody. He made me laugh, write, be myself and most especially to appreciate life. But this thing is unrequited although I’d say that I only appreciate him. I’ve changed a lot and I changed for the better. I wrote things much more than before and I’ve improved a lot.

Once in a while, it’s great to have inspirations but that is all that things are gonna be because if things are not bound to happen, then it won’t happen. If it’s not really planned by God, then He got bigger plans that what I wanted.

And I wish I’ll be happy with how things are gonna be.