Not a happily ever after

It wouldn’t be a happily ever after,
it just won’t happen.
After all the fantasies, it will never be a reality.

I saw you again this day.
I felt a pinch in my heart.
How could I love you when you hurt me in return?

How could I love you when at the same time, I hate you?

New beginnings are on my mind.
But my heart is overwhelmed with the image of you loving me.
Illusions, yes.

I’m tired of being alone.
but if being alone means not being with you in some way,
I’d take the risks.

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