Destroying Me

And maybe I’m not really bipolar. Maybe I was born with this sadness. Like, it was my twin.

Depression is suddenly all around me again. I just want to shout, running on a pouring rain and scream all the pain I feel and cry the words that I always wanted to say.

I want to run as fast as I can and nobody would stop me.

I want to scream as loud as I can until my throat hurts.

My heart is too painful for feeling uneasy. I just want to be happy. Is that impossible?

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