Emotional Vomit Part 6

I hated feeling like I’ve been left out. I don’t like begging for people’s attention and care. I never liked asking for somebody’s time especially when I know they would not care.

Why do I always feel like I’m the odd one out? Day after day, I try my best to flash my smile but tonight, I guess it would not work. I just wish this is one of those nights that In would somehow by some miracle- wake up feeling so positive. It all crumbled down today. All my heartaches for the past weeks, my draining spirit is aching. Plus, I don’t think people at work knows how much I am work. I put myself on the goddamn line each time. I work my ass off in everything I do but I don’t get appreciated. What the fuck is happening?

I really want to scream.

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